As you let God upon your heart to his word, everything of the past, all of the failures, all the frustrations, all the disappointments that brought embarrassment, will fade away. God is working something new in you through the power of hope. See yourself as a Lover Of God and a Lover Of Yourself. It will soon become easy to Love others Like Jesus said.

Romans 5:5 King James Version (KJV)

5. And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.