Rewind your thinking a bit, when things were lighter. There is a way to get back to that place. For the Lord will lighten every load you carry. He’s leaning down for you to give him those burdens and let him fix them while you take up with His word. That’s it, your shoulder’s weren’t designed to carry that type of weight. Father grant them the ability, the access, the stamina, to roll those things over on your shoulders and be revived through the your precious word. In Jesus Name. I speak strength into your soul. In Jesus name! Amen
Acts 20:32
“So now, brethren, I commend you to God and to the word of His grace, which is able to build you up and give you an inheritance among all those who are sanctified.